whoa.

lately its been quite dull. due to tht i made a few theories and discovered a few things.


theories: [highlighted]

  1. to girls love isnt rocket science; so dont bother cracking your heads about it. its just between yes or no = pointless.
  2. plus, LOVE is just a four lettered word. pfft, big deal. dont say tht ur in love unless u clearly understand wht it is. definition, love = ambiguously undefined = pain. just wait till ur married. EASIER.
  3. opposing guys, im gonna say, most of u are just girls in disguise.
  4. supporting guys, cant blame thm. guys have to make the move.

soo, as a conclusion.

lets just quote michael buble;

"i guess its half timing and he other half's luck,

wherever u are whenever its rite,

u'll come out of nowhere and into my life"

:D

wht i discovered is:

  • i'd like to venture in econs. its kind of interesting.
  • i do like medic & Dr. Gregory house ;D

Taa~

Seronok!

why am i not celebrating 2010????? PROPERLY
it has already been a month!
i've been very very very ignorant lately, to the extent tht i've forgotten to enjoy all the little things in life tht usually makes me smile :D

i've been too blinded by stupid pointless issues. and the one thing tht i definitely didnt realize is its a new year, forget the rest .and open a new book,its like a white canvas thts just waiting for me to paint on it.

ITS TIME FOR NEW RESOLUTIONS
ITS TIME TO APPRECIATE LIFE AS IT IS
ITS TIME TO ROCK AND ROLL, BABY!


FINALLY,
ITS DEFINATELY TIME FOR ME TO CHANGE.

NOW, WHOS WITH ME?! ;D

Im no Superman

Well
I know what I've been told
You gotta know just when to fold
But I can't do this all on my own
No, I know, I'm no Superman
I'm no Superman
That's right
You've crossed the finish line
Won the race but lost your mind
Was it worth it after all?
I need you here with me
Cause love is all we need
Just take a hold of the hand that breaks the fall
Well I know what I've been told
Gotta break free to break the mold
But I can't do this all on my own
No I can't do this all on my own
I know that I'm no Superman
I'm no Superman
I'm no Superman

Sometimes i wonder.

Bey, Wait.
Think & decide.


is THIS tht much important to you?
Well, guess what.
i think it is.
im taking the risk.

whether its worth it or not...
tht i dont know...


but only god knows how much its important to me.
Please let this be good.

START,

Starting from today, my LOVE is my guitar.
I'm still learning.

new songs,
hard chords,
painful noob fingertips,
& the production of noise instead of music.
its a new calling.

well, I'm still a beginner. Please excuse me.







since everything else tends to bring me down.
i turn to music.
i beg u, please don't bring me down too.

Damn.

I'M STUCK IN A HOT MESS.
MY HEART SEEMS TO SKIP ANOTHER BEAT, AGAIN :D



& surprisingly i kind of like it <3

Reality seems like fiction sometimes.

I have this friend lets call her Sally. I don't want to give out to much info on who she is, all want to do is to share her problem. Shes a nice girl, shes somewhat like me. Acts and says that "heck things don't bother me" and "i couldn't care much, not my problem." & always uses my fave word of all time Bullshit, HAHA jk. Lately, I've noticed that all she can do is frown or fake a smile. As a friend i was a tad bit concern.

SO, we had a little chat.

She said she liked this someone. And i was like GOOD GOOD. and she said she knows that if you like someone its not necessary for the person to like you back. She understands tht very well. She also explained that she has grown to like this guy even more. She even said it was possible for her to SAYANG the dude. and i was like whoa, that's deep. She had a few runs with the guy, and the guy was really responding well to her . As you could guess, she liked the guy even more. I was like haha! typical. We're girls. Go figure. Well, i knew all this joy wasn't a contributor to her mopey self now.Asked her to cut to the chase , and I continued listening to her dilemma. Soon She found out that the guy liked her too. She was ECSTATIC upon the news. Their 'FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS' type of relationship continued on and on and on -dont think dirty aite-. Until she got tired of it, cuz the dude was like BIPOLAR (not literally), what i mean is she said she didnt understand the guy. Sally has a close friend that she trusts, who is a girl, that was kind of close to the guy that she likes. Lets call her AZRA. Azra asked tht SOMEONE, whts wrong with him. Azra clearly said to tht SOMEONE tht 'you should not toy with peoples feelings, and dont lead her on.if you dont like LIKE her.' The SOMEONE said tht 'i didnt say i didnt like LIKE her, i sort of do' he continued 'why dont you tell SALLY that she should find someone else'. Their convo ended there (azra&the someone). THUS, AZRA AND SALLY BOTH WERE CLUELESS on what to do. haha, me upon hearing tht was sorta confused. Haih, Gila punya laki ! haha.

SALLY's friends said that she should just find someone else. SALLY told me, she didnt want to be pathetic but how could she learn to like someone else when she really really likes that SOMEONE. Don't get me wrong, SALLY AND THAT SOMEONE are still friends and they still like each other [kot]. HAHA. She said that she could move on but the thing that makes her really sad is, if she goes, she would never be able to actually experience all the great times that could've been between her and tht SOMEONE. In my brain i was like, DAMN thats sad & wey jgn lah camtu sgt. BUT BUT BUT, i cant help but agree on that. Cuz its true.


SALLY has been too strong for too long
&
My bet is THT SOMEONE is just scared of losing SALLY as a friend or hes just an asshole.

Conslusion is, everyone is scared.
Although you are, you should never be condemned by tht feeling. Life is short.
&&


You'll never know wht you got till its gone.

SO,what do you guys think??

Maybe :D [its a nice song]

I'm not surprised.
Not everything lasts.
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in.I talk myself out.
I get all worked up, then I let myself down.

I tried so very hard not to lose it.
I came up with a million excuses.
I thought I thought of every possibility.

And I know someday that it'll all turn out.
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

Mmmm...
I might have to wait.
I'll never give up.
I guess it's half timing, And the other half's luck.
Wherever you are.
Whenever it's right.
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life.
And I know that we can be so amazing.
And baby your love is gonna change me.
And now I can see every possibility.

Mmmm...
But somehow I know that it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

They say all's fair.
In love and war.
But I won't need to fight it.
We'll get it right and, We'll be united.
And I know that we can be so amazing.
And being in your life is gonna change me.
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmm.

And someday I know it'll all turn out.
And I'll work to work it out.
Promise you, kid, I'll give more than I get, Than I get, than I get, than I get.
Ohhh! You know it'll all turn out.
And you'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And I promise you, kid, to give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.
I just haven't met you yet.

Ohh, promise you, kid, to give so much than I get.
(I said love, love, love, love...)
I just haven't met you yet

I just haven't met you yet.

HOT people, well, to me :D





Damn, i'd never thought i'd live to experience the day tht i'd have to admit ZAC EFRON [is tht the way to spell his name?] is quite hot. The older he gets the hotter he is. DARN, and to tell u the truth. He looks more and more similar to JARED LETO [ Who is TOTALLY GOOD LOOKING to me ]. For the people who dont quite know who he is here's a picture.










SAMA TAK?




okay, maybe not 100% the same but nearly :)



ohh ohh and i think ROBERT DOWNEY JR is hot :) sgt. The classy kind. Ahh, TONY STARK is my hero! Playing the role of SHERLOCK HOLMES man, i think he was ttly cool & funny. Sorry if anyone disagrees. WELL, thts ur opinion go ahead. THIS IS WHT I THINK, SO BUZZ OFF :D haha!





WAAA, ROBERT DOWNEY JR!




Another person tht i think is in the same category as the ABOVE :} is JUDE LAW !! He is Very attractive!! :D Beyond reasoning. FULLSTOP. hahah!






and there he is, JUDE LAW :D



oh yeah not forgetting the 21st century heartthrobS. One is a vampire and the other a werewolf. One is hot the other cold,BUT both are JAW DROPPINGLY handsome! WAHAHA! ROBERT PATTINSON & TAYLOR LAUTNER :DDDDD




TEAM EDWARD? TEAM JACOB?

WHO CARES, they're both hot! im just glad tht they're alive and real.

haha

ok, i know its a pointless post. I'm doing it b'cz im jobless! :D cant blame me xD

i THINK i have this fear. SERIOUSLY. DO u?

make sure you read this post ! :D
for future sake.

What is fear of commitment?

Psychologists have many names for fear of commitment: fear of intimacy, commitment phobia, fear of dependency or, more broadly, "intimacy issues."


In the end, all these labels are describing the same general behavior

"a fear of becoming too emotionally invested in a relationship and making oneself vulnerable to being emotionally scarred."


Research reveals that the typical themes that bombard someone with fear of commitment follow a chain.

That chain looks like this:

  • Fear of being hurt
  • Fear of trusting another
  • Fear of not finding your "soul mate" — a person who is nearly perfect. (Basically, this amounts to a fear of interpersonal conflict)
  • Fear related to relationship performance — meeting his or her expectations and not letting him or her down.
  • Fear of sacrificerelinquishing one's identity and independence.

So, fear of commitment seems to begin in everyone with the fear of being hurt — and the last and most extreme apprehension involves the fear of sacrifice. Fear of commitment is really a series of different fears that a person can experience in sequence or simultaneously.

heck, betul lah tu.

Are you afraid?

Research on fear of commitment suggests that there are at least four different types of people with fear of commitment issues:

  • Some people tend to engage in relationships with people whom they are very incompatible with. These types of relationships always fail and serve to confirm the person's expectations that commitment is unattainable. In other words, these people sometimes select romantic partners who will reinforce their fear of becoming too close to them.

  • Other people tend to go back and forth with the same partner. One month they're together, the next month they're apart, the next month, together, the next they're apart, etc. This can going on for a very long time and allows people to carry on in a relationship without feeling committed. It's their way of avoiding commitment.

  • Other people are too idealistic. They're always in search of Mr. or Ms. Right. Unfortunately, "right" is equated with "perfect." Usually, people like this have exceedingly high standards for their partners. They have to be attractive, intelligent, physically fit, have a good sense of humor, be financially stable, have loving parents, a nice car, etc. etc. Anyone who fails to meet only one of those criteria is dropped. [macam kenal je. heee]

  • Finally, there are people who find partners who are good matches, but then they pick them apart. The person is not attractive enough, they are too tall, they like heavy metal music, etc. No matter what the potential mate 's strengths are, people like this are able to dissect them to the point that they are no longer desirable. [macam kenal jugak. haih]

For each of these types of people, the purpose is always to avoid becoming committed or intimate.

All i can say here is, hell, everyone is !!!! And it's good to be aware of it people !!!

 
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